Slut Confession #184 (The Anal Fuckhole)

Master,

my anal fuckhole is a paradox because it is both the greatest source of pleasure and frustration for You. i know my anal fuckhole is meant to give You great pleasure because it is so tight, but this also causes me more pain than i can handle with ease. i can be such a shamefully disobedient slut when You fuck me in my asshole, but i am always hopeful that You will train me more so that i please You properly.

Master, i admit that one of the main reason i bought You a special bathrobe was because i know that You usually like to shower after fucking my ass. i wanted it to be convenient for You to shower, so i bought the robe. i suppose it was my passive way of begging You to train my anal fuckhole.

i am so afraid though. i am both afraid of disappointing You and of the pain it causes. i am so jealous of the sluts that can offer their anal fuckholes without it causing them much pain. some are such good sluts that they seem only to get very horny from being fucked hard in the ass. but i am yet an undisciplined slut who desperately needs your guidance to become the fucktoy i am meant to be.

i am so thankful that You are strict and uncompromising when You choose to take my ass and that You always thrust into me hard and often without lube. oftentimes, i flinch or jerk up or even beg You to stop fucking me. i remember the first few times that i almost cried. maybe i did cry, actually, but i become so horny when i think about how You were strict and shushed me so that You could enjoy the anal fuckhole You own in peace, without my ungrateful complaints.

Master, i become so afraid when You order me to lay on my belly and spread my slut legs so that You can access my anal fuckhole. I know that it hurts and i know that i am likely to anger You by moving away, which is to behave ungratefully towards your Cock. but i am always so grateful to be filled with your hard Cock in my ass. i remember the last time You fucked me in the ass and how You thrust really deep and kept your Cock inside me. i felt completely impaled and that my spine was pushed straight in alignment with your Cock. i hope You were able to enjoy the tightness of my anal fuckhole while You remained deep inside my ass.

many men in porn fuck their sluts in the ass gently or slowly. they do not stick their entire Cocks in or they barely thrust once they are inside. i am so thankful that You understand what the purpose of a true slut's fuckholes are. You take your pleasure from my holes without reservation and i feel happy when i know i have served You as You would have it. i become so lost in the feeling of being owned and pain that i sometimes become incoherent as i thank You while You brutally fuck my ass. being forced to endure the pain reminds me of how owned i am and that reminds me to feel very thankful.

i am still thankful for how You hold my slut body down as You pound your Cock into my tight asshole again and again. i try not to sound impolite and keep my winces to a minimum and i also try to thank You for each hard thrust of your Cock. sometimes after You have been fucking me for a few minutes, i feel as though i cannot take it anymore. i feel that i will either pass out or be so disobedient as to beg You to stop. but since You are strict with me, i know that it would displease You so and i concentrate on pleasing your Cock with my tolerance for pain and humiliation so that i can serve as your grateful anal fucktoy until You cum inside my ass.

and it is wonderful to feel You cum in my ass, Sir. i can feel when You are about to cum and when You shoot your cum inside my ass. i know You enjoy it immensely from the way You moan. i am so thankful to feel the cum rippling through your Cock before You cum. it makes me feel closely connected to You. i am so happy to be able to feel the nuances of your body motions with my fuckhole.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be allowed to please You further with my anal fuckhole. i pray to become a well trained pet that never moves away when You thrust your Cock into me hard. i pray that You employ exacting standards when You train my anal fuckhole to please You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training