thank You so much for fucking me last night. i became extremely horny when You told me to call my sluts in training on the phone while You fucked me hard. even now, my cunt is extremely wet when i think back on it. i felt extremely grateful to receive your Cock.
Master, i am concerned that You did not punish me as to me it means that You see me as someone that cannot be undisciplined. several times You have said that i am likely to be untrainable. i am so sad that You chose to leave without spending the night and also without punishing me. i hope You do not decide to give up on me just yet.
i know that i can never be the kind of Domme to a girl that resembles how You are to me, but i am hoping that i do not need to be. i can probably still convince girls to snuggle with me and serve me sexually as i wish without being like You. i think i can also train them to serve You as well if i really work on how it should be done.
i will try and find a local slut soon for You, Sir. i do not know why i have become attached to those as inconvenient as whore layla and babyslut.
i think i would like the arrangement You described to me in which You own two sluts and one is superior to the other. i do not think that i am incapable or unwilling to make this happen.
i do worry that You are sincere about never wanting children because of the sacrifice they require. for me, this does mean our relationship cannot last forever. i am fairly sure that i would like a child at some point. i do really want to be your property though. i somehow cannot fathom being someone else's property. i belong to You. i just do.
i loved the way You stroked me and touched me last night. no one has a touch like You do. i am surprised that your previous sluts claim that they miss You primarily because no one fucks them the way You do. indeed, You are sexually very dominant and that is really addictive, but i long for You in your entirety. i like the way You allow me to lay beside You and the things You say to me. i love your entire presence and your willingness to make decisions for me as You know best.
Master, please tell me what your favorite beer is. i will keep some for You so You do not have to go away anymore. i was so sad that You did not come back, but i am grateful that You answered my phone call. it is true that in some ways, i would be happier if You chose to be my friend rather than my owner.
i really would be surprised if You would act as my friend though. You have said that You do not have much time for friends and in my mind, being friends equates a rare one line email exchange. i would love to interact with You in public and i would love to meet your friends just to see how You interact with others, but i have more faith in my ability to find a slut and be your owned slut cunt than i do in being actual real life friends. i also believe that if i request release then one day i would find that You did indeed marry someone else and have children with them.
i think i have at least begun to make progress. i do speak to many sluts even if i am not purely dominant with them. surely soon i will find one slut who will serve both of us as a subordinent slut. i feel that my search really only began less than a month ago. and with each girl, i get a little more confident and a little more effective.
thank You so much for telling me that i am a good pet because i am sincere. many people can give me compliments, but when they come from You, they really help me feel better about myself.
i really cannot ask for release. my goal is to be your permanent property and i wish to bring You additional sluts as well, since this is what You want. if it were possible to be your friend while i search for an additional slut, i would not object to that, but i cannot bring myself to give up on serving your Cock.
Master, i pray to become more confident and direct in my quest for a slut for us. i pray You come back to punish me soon. i pray that You do not write me off as untrainable. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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