i cannot wait to see You. i miss You so much. i keep thinking about feeling your Cock pressed against my face. i love to feel owned by You.
today, i discussed babyslut's fantasies with her. she says she isn't very imaginative and does not really fantasize heavily, which is very unlike me. her desires are based on actual relationships. she still wants to come move here in the summer, but is being difficult about attending community college. to me, this does not matter. i think it will be very easy to make her go once she is here.
babyslut says she likes to buy clothing at walmart and avoids looking nice in order to avoid being popular. she must be quite easy to keep happy.
meanwhile, the french slut emailed me today and said she was very excited about meeting me. i told her i would figure out my schedule and tell her some good times to meet.
today, i ended up with a very unusual sort of fantasy. nearly all of my fantasies are based on imaginary characters or on my own experiences. but today while searching for information about the legality of bdsm related activities and punishment scenes, i came across this:
i absolutely love the concept of an evil sadistic genius (and what a lucky slut am i because i belong to one). my professor fantasies sometimes do focus on real professors although never my own. i fantasize about sitting in classroom and pretending to be a student for a professor that i know to be a dominant.
i sometimes think about this one:
i have no interest in ever even reading a gor novel, but i am really attracted to the fact that this guy controls masses of people through his expressed fantasies. people actually call themselves goreans and play by his rules. it is like he is the master of all of their erotic minds. and he specializes in german philosophy, which is a favorite subject of mine.
i fantasize about attending his classes and pretending to be some undergraduate. and then i would come to office hours and drop hints about my interest in submission. and i would make him want to dominate me. these types of thoughts are the closest my minds comes to infidelity as You are really the only man known to me that i fuck my cunt while thinking about. i should thank You again for allowing me to fuck my cunt freely again.
i thought about this person, dr. jovanovic, a name which could not be better chosen for an evil genius sadist. i like that he is a chess master and the son of a chess master because it adds to the ambiance of his cold calculating ingenuity. he and i would not really be a good match because i am no masochist, but i think about watching him torture some girl, some innocent college girl.
Master, i pray to your Cock for good luck. i pray to serve You soon. pray to see You or hear from You in any capacity at all. i missed You so much today. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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