today at the bbq, i met many young lesbians. two of them asked for my number and invited me to the local lesbian bar. apparently seka, the cute asian girl, goes there sometimes. perhaps she is already bisexual and that would be awesome. the lesbians i met were sort of cute looking. basically they are about 22 years old and healthy eaters (vegan, etc.) and therefore thin. when you are 22 and thin, you are attractive. but i would wager that in 10 years they won't be attractive as they do not prioritize it at all the way straight women do. it is so strange how the same woman would somehow make sure to be attractive if she were straight.
after the bbq, i went to see my best friend, gina. gina immediately looked at my legs and said that i had gained weight to my thighs and she thought it looked good. i took a look in the mirror and see that i have definitely gained several pounds on my butt and mainly thighs. this will take an extremely long time to lose (it does on all women).
the weight on my top half just fell off automatically and now the other 8 lbs i have left on the bottom just does not budge. on the bright side, my stomach looks slimmer already. do You think i have fat thights? please tell me.
at the bbq there was a lot of food, but i made sure to eat healthy food, i think. i ate a garden burger, blueberries, cherries, pasta salad, spinach and walnut salad and just a little bit of desert. i think almost everything i ate was high in fiber and i think that will help me manage my weight. i do probably have to reduce the amount i eat. it's hard for me. i always feel like i am starving.
i have my class in the evening on tuesday but otherwise i am free unless the girls call me to go to the lesbian club on friday. i think i am going to call seka one of these days as well to go on a date. i already saw her pussy, actually. on accident but it was still really cute. she was wearing a really short skirt and a thong, i think and she bent over to look out the window and i totally saw up there. it made me wet. i want to fantasize about it.
i like the picture of the girl displayed as a corsetted pet for an audience.
i think i have always wanted to be your slave. always as in before i knew You. i simply wanted a generic Master who was just like You before. well, almost just like You. my generic fantasy Master didn't use neglect as a form of punishment. but then, i never really considered that i would be a bad slave. i don't mean to be incompetent. i guess it is how i am. that would explain....my whole life.
please please please use corporal punishment to discipline me, Sir. i miss You.
thank You,
kittyslut
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