i really really wish i could have seen You today. i missed You dearly as i had been hoping to impress You at the pet show ever since You told me about it. i am so angry at myself. You must be seriously put off as well as You did not opt to spend time with me today even though You could have.
i wonder when the next time i see You will be...days from now? weeks from now?
You say You hope that my continuously disappointing behavior will be unique to the initial training phase of my submission to You. how long is the initial phase allowed to last?
really, i wish to know. how displeased are You? how hopeless do i seem?
i do thank You for giving me some goals that i can accomplish. i would feel terrible if i could not do anything right. at least i can obey part of your will.
i do wish to understand You, to know You. i write you paragraphs every night of what i feel- i reveal my insecurities, my faults, ambitions, feelings for You. but i barely know who You are. will You ever tell me these things about yourself? someday, if You found me consistently obedient?
i miss feeling the pen inside me (i do not wear it now as i don't want it to get irreparably tarnished).
what would giving me a tail mean to You?
tomorrow, at the bbq i will try and please You by meeting a girl that i can be with.
thank You,
kittyslut
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