Slut Confession #42 (Fuckhole Insertions)

Master,

thank You so much for giving me these additional practice tasks of inserting household objects into my asshole. i feel extremely horny when i kneel on my bed with my elbows on the mattress to keep my ass proffered high in the air. i feel very lewd and exposed and wonder if people can see me through the slits in my curtains. i have so far pushed an old mascara wand, a marker and a
hairbrush handle into my asshole. the hairbrush handle was thick and somewhat painful as it slit in.

i have always thought of hairbrushes as erotic objects as they were used in vintage bondage porn as a disciplinary tool for house-sluts. but now i see that it can have an additional purpose. i am sure i must look quite ridiculous with my ass held high and a hairbrush sticking out of it. i am sure the image looks depraved and rather desperate on my part, as though i am a possessed anal slut completely overtaken by my filthy need to have my asshole filled with a phallic presence, in essence- filled with a hard cock. i think if i practice, i might indeed become such an anal slut and come to crave the presence of objects that Master deigns should reside in my asshole. much like i constantly crave the pen that Master has reserved for my cunt. writing this confession make me especially horny tonight.

Master, i know You have said that i am only allowed to masturbate with your pen, but may i also masturbate with objects in my asshole? i think i still need the pen inside my pussy, but i think i can work myself to an orgasm through fucking myself in my anal fuckhole. and i more than anything wish to be trained as your anal cum slut as You enjoy my tightest fuck hole.

i feel so bad that You think of me as a liar when i cannot give You my asshole with the gratitude that should come with it. i become caught in a dilemma of either not properly begging You to fuck me hard in my ass or saying something i can't really live up to.

it is very nerve wracking and surely against office policy to consider cartoons of sluts while at work. it makes me confused a bit as in that matter i have two bosses- my work boss and You, my overall owner. i enjoy becoming wet for You at the erotic inspirations You choose for me and i hope You are pleased by the descriptions i give You of what my dirty little slut mind thinks when it sees submissive girls.

thank You,
kittyslut