Slut Confession #38 (Sluts of Color)

Master,

i am so nervous about finding a girl. in theory, it's been something i have always wanted to do, but now that i must do it i am scared of all sorts of things--rejection, not liking it--who knows.

i think anna will be a good choice for me to begin with because i am mainly attracted to non-white sluts. whenever i am in the gym, i can't seem to get into the plain white girls. i just can't get used to that pasty skin. i will call gina tomorrow and ask if i can come over after work. then i will breach the subject of anna. anna doesn't live with the girls down the street, but she is close to them or at least used to be. and then gossip will spread about how i want anna and then i will call anna and tell her i want to come over to her house and i will go there and we will eat each other out.

i am somewhat afraid to present a girl to You who is not truly into submitting as i think You might scare her. i find You very dominant, which is still something i am getting used to as i have always before pursued vanilla relationships with men who were aggressive in bed. i do not understand what You think when i disappoint You.

i am going to head to bed earlier than usual, Sir. goodnight and stay cool.

thank You,
kittyslut