i have been repeating the words several times over the last few hours and now i think i know why i did not do it before- it makes me miss You intensely. it does keep my horny and keeps my mind in a very submissive state, but it also makes me anxious because i am away from You. normally, when i miss people i call them and talk. but i am not allowed to do this with You and it makes me feel helpless.
i try and console myself by trying to actively serve You, even though i am not in Your presence, by abiding by Your orders. i shaved myself carefully today and i repeated that i am a cum slut several times. i know i must find a submissive to serve me and be presented to You. i am thinking about doing the unthinkable- going to a public fetish related place to look for a way to meet such a girl in person.
there are a lot of colleges. sometimes colleges have unofficial BDSM clubs. young college girls are the best looking. but i have no idea on how i could find such a club. i think that besides me, the online world contains only phoneys. and You don’t like phoneys, i take it.
each hour grows more and more agonizing without You. i have no internet therefore no potential erotic distractions by way of stories or anything. well, i could write my own story. perhaps i shall.
all of me is aching with the desire to serve You. my nipples are so hard and my cunt is so wet. and i am sure nothing besides You can satiate me even if it were allowed.
thank You,
kittyslut
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