Slut Confession #37 (Unworthy Cumslut)

Master,

i believe because i have been an unworthy cumslut and You therefore chose to ignore me somewhat.

i had an interesting day today. i went through all of the pictures of me serving You as your cumslut and i decided that the recent pictures are my favorite. think i look purely submissive in that picture. i like how my black lingerie matches the collar, highlighted how the collar is the most important clothing item on my body- the whole outfit is dedicated to match the collar. i also like how my face for some reason looks slightly gaunt and my eyes look sunken- as though i am a slave kept deprived for your cock, which would be an intense slavery indeed (one which I surely would go mad under). but the image is provocative. and of course i love how i look so dedicated to your huge cock and how my eyes look innocent and fearful of your authority. i do think this photo is a bit of a work of art.

other than that, i spoke over the phone with my ex, brian, who i keep in touch with. i did not divulge anything about our relationship, but i told him i was having trouble accepting You in my ass. doug told me that the solution to this problem is to stop whining and take your cock in my ass. for some reason, he always says things that i think You would approve of. i think perhaps i should concentrate on how horny i am and that will help me be thankful for what You do to me.

as for my goals, i am free for training during the rest of the week and i pray You will forgive my failures enough to discipline me. i will tell my friends down the street that i want to hook up with this bangledeshi girl, anna- who is rather attractive and shapely although i have never wanted her despite the consistent opportunity to have her. my friends don't really like her because they think she is obsessed with sex to the point where her personality consists of nothing else. two of my female friends (petite attractive female friends) have had sex with her. max, from what i know, is not into bdsm, but perhaps because of her extreme lewdness and insecurity, she would be trainable. ideally, i do not want max for any number of reasons.

another bi girl i could probably have is my old roommate's girlfriend. she lives in florida and my best friend invited me to come down to florida for a weekend. my male roommate always said diana was hot and i concur although i can't put my finger on why. anyways, diana is also slutty (and in an open relationship in theory) so she might hook up with me although i would have to make sure that it wouldn't ruin my friendship with my former roommate. Master, girls are very complicated creatures. there is a lot of drama and beating around the bush that goes on between two women. and then they have long relationships and hold grudges at the end. girls like the opposite of You, Sir. i like You. girls are a pain.

thank You,
kittyslut