Slut Confession #22 (Girlpet For Servitude)

Master,

i am now more horny than i have ever been in my life right now. today, i began to reflect on the things You did to me this week and i found it extremely difficult not to masturbate. i can't believe that i become so wet from being spanked with a leather strap. i am such a complete slut. it makes me insanely wet to think that You could spank me until i became very wet and then use my wet cunt to lubricate a butt plug.

since i am not allowed to masturbate in Your absence, i am thankful that You allow me a pet of my own.

i want to someday train
my own girlpet that i can present to You as well since You said it would entertain You to see me Domme a girl. i would like to wear a strap on and fuck her hard and order her bark like a dog when she comes.

if You would like i will fuck a girl with a strap on in her ass although i feel bad about that. i know some girls are genuine anal sluts, but if she is not i would worry that i would make her too scared of me.

i think of so many things i want to do to my pet. i want to make her crawl around and pick my panties off the floor with her mouth. i will tell her to do it quickly and that if she is a good little cunt she can earn a spanking. maybe i could name my pet like You have named me. i am not sure what name is good yet. maybe it depends on the pet.

but i still would do all of this only for You. without You i don't really have the motivation to find a girl to dominate. i show and develop my dominant side now because You told me to. i doubt it will ever be even half as gratifying as submitting to You. i only feel complete when You are doing things like forcing me to take Your dick up my ass. i do cum mainly from vaginal penetration so i think being fucked in my ass remains difficult for me to enjoy, but as i grow increasingly fond of the memories and increasingly horny when i move about and feel stretched and pained inside my asshole, i think my craving for the act will overcome everything else. i hope so at least.

i want to be a good pet for You that can cum hard when You demand it, even if the pain is very hard to bare.

thank You,
kittyslut