i have been thinking all day about being trained this afternoon. it was wondering being on all fours for You. i hope You enjoyed it even though i did whine a bit.
but i try to focus on some positive aspects and remember that You also said that i pleased You well with my mouth. i love serving You with my mouth and am really looking forward to the time i get to taste Your cum again.
i also liked how You pressed Your foot into my fuckholes so You could push the plugs inside of me. my cunt has been wet all evening because of everything You did to me. You do so many things that hurt me so, but now as i fantasize about them, they make me extremely horny and eager to repeat them. i crave Your training, Sir, even though i appear to be plaintive. i hate having my nipples pulled in painful ways, but i thank You for toying with them anyways.
i also dislike being slapped in the face (not because it hurts, but because i am terribly afraid of marks), but given the context of being slapped in the face because i could not keep the butt plug stuffed in my asshole, i feel Your disciplinary actions were quite appropriate for me.
of course, i dislike being used in my asshole and disliked it extremely for some reason today, but i crave such use again as soon as You might desire me. i would love to cum for You with Your cock inside my cunt as well. if i am good, perhaps i can earn this?
Master, do i still make You feel relaxed? content? i want to make You happy. i want only to make You happy. and i like doing chores for You. especially doing them in my thong. i wish i could spend the night with You sometime. it makes me very happy to sleep next to You. i feel very protected that way. i will go to sleep missing You now. if You call, i might not hear You.
afterwards, i felt quite at peace besides Your feet. i wanted to ask if i could massage Your feet (and kiss them but You don't often let me kiss You). but i felt very insecure about myself and i wanted to be near Your arms. i did not feel confident enough to be completely obedient in my attitude. i feel as though You will not believe that i am trainable and will make me go away and so i feel somehow reluctant to give You all of me.
i am happy when You kiss me and pat me on the head and use me roughly.
thank You,
kittyslut
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