Slut Confession #326 (Peace with Rebecca)

Master,

thank You so much for speaking to rebecca today. i am very touched by this gesture. i am very lucky to be owned by someone who makes sure that i do not lose people that i am attached to. Sir, if my happiness brings You happiness, that is every reason for me to remain happy. i want to make You proud of me in every way. i am unable to think of any plan for myself that does not involve what i know pleases You.


tonight, rebecca and i spoke with more honesty to one and other. i do not know if i will ever be capable of owning her or being with her the way i once was, but i still feel that she cares about me deeply and that is comforting. i do not think that i could ever be the kind of owner to anyone that You are to me. i am thankful that You have a genuine and profound drive to own sluts completely. if such a drive to own exists within me, i am not yet aware of it.

i enjoy dominating bitch boys and sluts but the idea of owning someone is still somehow foreign to me. even though it may seem that no one should be more intimately familiar with the nature of being owned than me, i find it difficult to invest myself into someone else the way You take care to own me. perhaps i feel afraid that i will become so involved with owning them that i am less capable of serving your Cock. i know that if i ever do own someone completely, i hope it never comes at the cost of my ability to serve You.

You are my first and foremost priority. i am only happy when You express pleasure with me. i think that without You, if i worked hard for good grades in law school or success in the real world, it would provide me a measure of contentment for a little while. but eventually, all my external success would feel empty again because i deeply and desperately love being owned. i am so thankful that You made sure to take ownership of me.

Sir, i am so thankful that You said that You thought highly of rebecca because You could see that she cares deeply for me. thank You so much for letting rebecca know that You do not bar any relationship i could have with her. of course, the idea of release is entirely painful for me. rebecca could see this and immediately said that if You ever did release me, that she would search night and day for an appropriate new owner for me because she also understands that i need to be owned. i am lucky to have such an understanding friend.

i think missyslut has such potential to be a good slut for You if she can be made attractive. i know she is sincere in her obedience and she is also fairly capable at pursuing goals. so far, she has been quite diligent about searching for bitch boys. i do not like the idea of You losing someone that is so dedicated to your Cock on account of things that can be fixed. if You release her, i hope that i can fulfill your needs adequately without the help of a sister. but i can see that it brings You contentment to own two good sister sluts, so i will always work to make missyslut an appealing fucktoy for your Cock.

Master, i pray to your Cock to remain happy for You. i pray that You remain happy with me. i pray that i can work towards your idea of perfection. Amen.

thank You,

kittyslut in training