i had forgotten to tell You that i was vindicated as a triumphant slut on friday at work. there were two women who ganged up on me where i work. one has not shown up to work after i complained about her behavior. the other was less egregious but she still tried to sabotage me and demean me. on friday, the boss was quite condescending to her and made her sound inept in front of all of us because she could not figure out how to do her project on her own.
in the next minute my boss practically shouted praises of my work on a project. the other lady was so dismayed that my boss would give me a far more advanced project than what he would give her and that he would be so impressed with my work. she immediately started crying and i knew that i emerged as the better worker. Master, i think i am effective at work because i am accustomed to striving to serve You and You always push me to new challenges. there are so many out there that pine for strict owners and i know how lucky i am to belong to someone like You.
Master, i normally feel an inexplicable urge to cry from time to time and i normally feel less energetic than i should because of lingering depression. but since You last saw me, i have primarily felt happiness. feeling consistently happy for five days straight is a very very rare event for me. i am so thankful that You have expressed the things You have to me and i am thankful i know that i am capable of maintaining a state of contentment. i now understand that i can only feel happy if i feel your presence and approval. i may read or write or conquer the world, but my only real purpose is to serve You.
today, i saw a tabloid with some famous slut and i began imagining that i too was famous for my slut body or public slut behavior. i thought about how i would be traveling the world and being photographed by paparazzi. but i kept trying to imagine ways that i would end up being owned by You even if i were rich and famous. there really isn't anything that i can fathom that is better than being your owned pet.
Sir, i hope to train star slut well next weekend. thus far, she is rather slow to answer emails so i do not know if she has the drive or discipline needed to succeed as an owned slut. in any case, i hope to train her to be as depraved as possible for your Cock. i think i will require her to bring make up and her wig so that she looks as attractive as possible when i present her to You.
i am still hopeful about completing this goal and i know i must still strive to succeed as You did not like the asian slut for very legitimate reasons. i think i must work on assessing which sluts are physically attractive to men. i think all women have something to offer, physically, so i can't really deem which ones are attractive and which are not. to me, they all have fuckholes and that is all they are for.
Master, i pray to your Cock to work successfully for your Cock this week. i pray to recruit star slut well. i pray to serve You soon. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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