Slut Confession #321 (Countdown to Happiness)

Master,

thank You so much for reminding me that "321" is a special number and merits a special confession. indeed, any confession that contains a countdown to one is automatically special because it reminds me of the wonderful experience of counting down as You fuck my slut cunt harder and harder until i am allowed to cum at one. thank You so much for allowing this experience for me.

because You own my whole life, i feel that i can be obedient for You in many ways because work in so many aspects of my life is part of something that You own. today, i worked on becoming more prepared for law school. i am reading a helpful book on how to do well on exams and how to assess the material correctly. i also made sure that my loan application was in order so that i will be all set to go to law school and hopefully make You proud of me.

i know that neither of these things were part of a direct order but i did not feel that i was being disobedient by investing time in these things. i had previously been feeling guilty when i tried to invest time in tasks that You did not assign and such behavior lead to some indolence on my part, but since You were so kind to me last week and i know that You want me to succeed, i now feel so happy when i work hard.

Sir, i am so thankful that You have trained me to cum in a disciplined and proper way for your Cock. it is good for me to know that i can cum only and exactly when You wish me to. i know i must still work hard and tighten my cunt muscles sufficiently so that i can cum perfectly for You. i want to be able to remain perfectly still while still making sure that You can feel the ripples of a good obedient cum flowing through my cunt fuckhole.

today, i exercised my cunt muscles several times during the day but i think it is also important for me to keep my slut mind focused on how best to please You with my cunt fuckhole.

i will count down from three as the digits of this confession number are three, two and then one. i will give a crude estimate of how i feel when You fuck me hard as i count.

• three: it is always hard for me not to cum when i am this close to one and i concentrate on remembering that i only am allowed to cum when i have been obedient in some way.
• two: during two i tend to lose my mind because You usually fuck me very hard in a way that no one else is willing to. two is when i cannot think at all because i am lost in the feeling of being owned by your Cock.
• one: i have to try hard to make sure i do not cum to soon or too late and i prepare myself for how i must cum for You. i think about how i must cum properly for your Cock by staying still and making sure that my legs do not move too much.
• and then You allow me to cum for You and i feel so extremely thankful. i just cannot stop thanking You for keeping me filled with Cock. i hope i please You very much when i cum for You.
  

Master, i should tell You that babyslut recently called me and wishes to speak to me again. there are also two or three other sluts that have expressed interest in submitting to me but i think only one of them is very pretty. the others are just average looking somewhat chubby sluts. my 'tactic' of having bitch boys recruit sluts for me seems to be the most effective way of doing things and i am at least happy that i believe i can reliably find new sluts for your Cock. the challenge will always be finding sluts of any quality, i suppose.

i should also admit that i am growing more fearful and more disinterested in spending time with new bitch boys. all the dinners out have made me gain weight and i cannot stand being a chubby pet for You because i know You do not like them. i know that obedience makes a slut beautiful but i struggle to be perfectly obedient, so i need the help of my physique to be appealing to your Cock.

Master, i pray to your Cock to become a better and better slut. i pray that You are not disappointed with me. i pray that You use my cunt fuckhole soon. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training