i am still so thankful for the wonderful event yesterday. i do not know how i managed to forget to thank You for the most important thing You do for me. thank You so much for loving me, Master. i did not feel sadness at all today because You have told me that i deserve to be happy.
my slut cunt was so wet today because it could still feel how owned i am. i was thankful when i felt the pain in my slut tits that came from the way You held me down hard while fucking me. somehow i am always surprised when You fuck me. unlike some people, You seem to have an infinite number of "moves." i basically do not know what to expect when i expose myself to You for a hard fucking. i am always surprised by how absolutely dominant You are. i wonder how it is that You can act as someone that owns a slut body completely, while others have no concept of how to treat a slut like me.
i would be so sorry for my sister slut if she were to lose Cock forever. i want only what is best for You and i know that should determine what happens with missyslut. i will be happy so long as You are happy and missyslut cannot be made unhappy by being owned by your Cock. even if it is not possible for her to be owned forever and even if she will have to extricate herself from your ownership at some point in the future, each day that she remains under Your control will be the best day that she can live. i know that You will make the best decision in the end. i do recall how You wanted to release me and remained distant from me during the first several months that You owned me.
it makes me wonder if it takes time for You to accept sluts because inevitably, sluts have flaws. some flaws will be fixed over time such as missyslut's hair length but other flaws require a lot of effort to change and some flaws may persist. i will be sad if You become unhappy because of your tendency towards austerity. i know You are a perfectionist and deserve that everything be as perfect as possible. but i hope that You do not feel that You must have all or nothing and then opt to have nothing when You cannot have it all.
would You ideally be happy if missyslut had a procedure to introduce big fake tits? or do You feel that there is really no way that owning her can make You happy? if the case is that it is possible for her to bring You happiness, then i cannot help but invest my time into the task.
Master, because of the way You have treated me this week, i can no longer feel that You 'take' my time. your affection and happiness are such wonderful goals for me to aspire to. every time You are kind to me in an intimate setting, it motivates me to serve You for weeks or months after wards. i will do what i can to make your will a reality. i must continuously earn my place as Your special pet. that is all i want to do. perhaps that is what makes me special.
Master, i pray to your Cock that i never resent working hard for You. i pray that You can have everything You want. i pray that there can be many more wonderful events in our futures. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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