i am so hopeful that i will be able to secure cooperation from bitch boys in order to make missyslut's tits appealing to You. i am very nervous about achieving my goals right now because i know i will have so much less time to serve You well when i am in law school. i feel that i must press myself to finish everything that You require before i start school. i believe that school will be easy compared to serving You because i am not afraid of school the way i am afraid of displeasing You or seeming ungrateful or disobedient because i cannot achieve my goals.
i hope that it is not true that i am a person with meager abilities that has a deceptive image of intelligence. i hope that i am more than a slut with good intentions as i know that good intentions do not matter if i cannot actualize them into service to your Cock.
i want to play with missyslut this week, and i hope that a bitch boy will be cooperative in serving us. Master, i admit that i have been somewhat selfish in that i am not encouraging missyslut to find additional sluts on her own. i am very territorial about my greater level of responsibility and the greater level of work i must do to serve your Cock. if i do not have progress by the end of this week, i will ask that missyslut also search for additional sluts. i will be so ashamed if she finds one before i do but i want Your goals to be achieved one way or the other and if i must sacrifice my status as the primary slut who deserves greater responsibility for your Cock to be best served, then i will do it. it will hurt me but i will.
Master, i am thinking about how i said that i would not acquire bigger slut tits for your amusement. i am wondering if i think this because my tits generally do not need augmentation and that You could never express ill judgment by wanting them enlarged. i believe that if i had small tits like missyslut, i too would be honored to serve You by increasing their size. i hope for it to one day be appropriate for me to offer my slut body to You for permanent alteration in the way of plastic surgery, branding or tattooing.
i will be the luckiest slut in the world forever if i can be owned by You forever. i so hope that i can earn my place as yours forever by achieving my goals. i do not know how i will live with myself if i do not have the capacity to serve your Cock well. it is not enough that i am somewhat competent at bettering myself as your Cock slave. i must be able to serve You sexually in all ways that You need. i must be able to show You that i am always obedient to your Cock in a quantitatively measurable way. Master, sadly, i am actually always obedient to your Cock and my lack of results is owed to lack of knowledge of how to accomplish goals.
it has taken me so long to figure out how to communicate with sluts properly. i am a greater slut than all the rest, so i do not operate like they do and i do not understand how they operate. i do not like to chat at length and i am drawn to a person as a whole being, so i long for someone only after long conversations about topics completely unrelated to my slut nature. it seems that sluts generally like to im in order to become comfortable and also need long conversations about sex and relationship issues. sluts are very strange creatures to me and i hope that i can learn how they operate soon.
Master, i pray to your Cock to remain the responsible big sister slut. additionally, i pray to your Cock to achieve my goals. i pray that i will successfully recruit asian slut for your Cock soon. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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