Slut Confession #288 (When Sluts Dream)

Master,

i am happy that missyslut is constantly thinking of your Cock while she is away. i do not yet forgive her for causing me to be denied of Cock though. she has apologized a number of times, but i will not be completely satisfied until she is trained to be fully obedient to your Cock, because only then will i be granted your Cock. i am sure she understands the gravity of her transgression against me.

i have had several dreams about what i should do with my life and i have ignored most of them.

1. i considered becoming a philosophy professor, mostly because all my teachers told me i had an exceptional knack for the subject. i did so well in this last class that my professor wanted to call to speak with me. my number listed was my home number so he ended up leaving a message on my mother's machine. of course, it is very possible that he called because he is interested in my slut body. that is another reason why i am looked upon fondly by academics. but it is probably too late to pursue this avenue and i am not sure i am that interested in obsessing over abstract points that no one else cares about.


2. i also have wanted to be a novelist. i started writing at the end of high school and ignored the practice for many years, but now i feel that i would hate to wonder if i could have succeeded as a writer if i never really tried. in my office there are three writers. one is better than me but has absolutely no drive or discipline. one is not as good as me but has far more drive and discipline. naturally the one who applies himself the most is the most successful. he has many fictional stories published.


3. i have dabbled with the idea of being a musician. i mainly feel i should do something as a musician because i have inherited talent. i always felt that musical talent was wasted on me since i don't really even care about music. and of course, i have wanted to be a doctor like every other child out there.


4. i have never really cared to be a lawyer.


5. but the one overarching dream which grips me more than any other is to be an owned slut wife to a Master like You. this is the dream that comes from within, that i did not choose. this is the dream that i spend every waking minute pining for and that has existed since childhood. if none of my other dreams ever come to any fruition, it would not matter if i could live out this one most consuming need.

i seem to need a D/s partner to inspire any success i have in life. after much reflection, i have considered the possibility that i do not actually need to be owned to be functional although i yearn to be owned with every fiber of my being. there have been times in my life where being the dominant partner to a male submissive has helped me succeed because i am compelled to act because the sub needs me to initiate things in order for the relationship to progress.

Master, i pray to your Cock to train missyslut well. i pray to serve You on mother's day. i pray that You are very happy with your owned fuckpets. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training