Slut Confession #292 (The Puzzle)

Master,

i thank You profoundly for Your response to me today. You have said not to fret so i will obey You, and i will not fret. i am inclined to worry over the way You addressed me by my birth name today, but i will be obedient and instead by thankful for both of these things. i have no doubt that i can trust You with all parts of my life. i am so thankful to belong to You. i must learn to understand that Your decisions for missyslut are also what is best and that she can also trust You with all parts of her life.

i will strive to never again exhibit the kind of disobedience i displayed today in front of missyslut because i never want her to believe that such behavior is that of a proper submissive. i will be fully deferential to your Cock in front of her no matter what You are doing. in the end, i know that You will not do anything pernicious.

i do hate to be disobedient for You. i feel so odd when i am not behaving as your obedient pet. it has basically become unnatural for me to talk back or second guess You. i really am grateful that i can defer to You in all matters and that You provide me with strict guidance. i also hope that You do not feel concerned that i do not love your Cock as much as possible. i still do and i hope that i will always be allowed to.

now, i know that i must work on my goals. i must acquire sluts to serve your Cock. i will concentrate on these tasks, and i am very thankful to be able to do so. i think Your goals are probably what has taught me to concentrate at all. i had previously been unable to. today at work, i was given a fairly mundane task of sending versions of a single email to dozens of people and i completed the task with a high level of diligence. before i would have become bored and started daydreaming about Cock but now i know how to focus while still knowing that i am always 100% owned by your Cock.

i hope that the changes You made today do not represent a step towards release for me. i know that if You choose to release me, it will be for the best although it will of course be intensely painful for me for some time. but i must not worry. i must not be disobedient.

i do not like to think about my life without You because Your rule has improved me in so many ways and i do fear that without it i would revert. but as i write each confession, i am aware that they revolve around me, my highs and lows and my slut mind. i wish i could do for You a fraction of what You do for me. i am concerned about You and i never know how to express my care without overstepping a boundary.

generally, i can only serve You by obeying You and doing what You tell me to do and i often struggle to achieve my goals but if it is ever possible, i would love to serve You in some way that can assuage any struggle in life You might face. if i already can do this through my service, i am extremely thankful for the opportunity.

Master, i give many thanks to your Cock because You are such a mature person. i am so thankful that You do not anger over petty matters and that You have comforted me through reassurance when i really did need it. i pray to your Cock to serve You with complete dedication. i pray that You feel happy. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training