Slut Confession #284 (Slut Life Choices)

Master,

i am very excited about tomorrow and i cannot wait to give missyslut her presents. i hope she enjoys looking like a domesticated slutwife for You. i am so excited to spend time with each other in public. even though we will be out, i will always be watching missyslut to make sure that she behaves as a proper submissive should. i think she will be very thankful for my efforts to mold her into a good girl.

Master, i thank You for taking my concerns about my future seriously. i am a very lucky slut because i am owned by someone so good for me. i tried hard to think more about the idea of a future in the absence of You, and i guess i am not sure about what i should do. i thought about going to law school and i formulated a plan for how it would work. i would go and pay my loans as quickly as possible and then work part time while raising raising small children. it appears that it might be possible to make decent money while working part time at a good firm.

i think i might like this. in an ideal world, i think i would like to be a novelist, but it is strange for me to take this wish seriously since i have never actually published anything although i have written many things. in theory, it would be nice to pursue a degree in creative writing so that i had a structured setting to foster my writing in. then perhaps i could develop a novel successfully. of course, this is a far fetched idea which requires a different sort of preparation. this would be much harder than getting into law school, which was a pretty easy thing to do for me. it would require building a repertoire of very strong stories.

in the meantime, i would have to endure either boring jobs or low paying jobs. when i thought about going to law school, i thought about how i could possibly find the spare time to write stories and how i could perhaps later on work part time and write for the remainder of my time. so, the thing i truly want to do is write. i am so happy i am required to write to You every night.

i can't say that i have ever had any interest in a career as an attorney but now that i have gained admittance to one of the better schools in the nation, i am looking at the possibilities. i thought about taking my LSAT again to see if i could raise my score and get into a better school but then i realize that there are about 16 schools i would consider better than the one i may go to and most of those are either schools i would never get into or schools that are located in places i do not want to relocate to.

Sir, i read so many stories about how lawyers are the most depressed people and most dissatisfied with their jobs and how so many of them regret ever going to law school. i read about bad reasons for going to law school and i seem to have most of them including "doesn't know what else do to." but then i wonder if all these depressed people are depressed for other reasons. regardless, i am very good at being depressed so i can't blame the legal profession for failing to rectify this. so far, the only force that relieves my depression is being owned and sheltered by your Cock.

i would love to be a dominatrix/writer but this would cause me some stress as it would really lack stability. much of my happiness depends on the fact that i have a reliable income and health insurance.

today, my bitch boy rebecca was so thrilled with everything i did to her. i had her dress in a lovely pink french maid outfit and remain stuffed with a remote controlled butt plug. i made her giggle like a girl every time i used the remote to make the plug vibrate. she is so sweet to me, and i am happy when i am with her.

Master, i pray to your Cock to obey your instructions well. i pray to your Cock to be good at whatever You deem i should do. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training