Slut Confession #290 (Rudderless Existence)

Master,

i am very excited to serve You on mother's day. i know that it might not yet be convenient to train missyslut through corporal punishment, but i hope that i will soon have the opportunity to train her this way. i do feel more and more sorry each day that You needed to go out and find your own slut before i could. i regret that i drove You to this measure and now seek to learn how to acquire sluts from You. i seem to need extra training in this area. i try to be a good obedient slut for You but i know that i fall short of some of Your expectations and it is at least as unacceptable to me as it is to You.

Master, after being slow to accumulate tribute and unable to acquire sluts, i am beginning to believe that i lack the ability to manage myself as some sort of freelancer. this makes me understand why You decided that i needed the rigid structure and career path that law school will provide. i want to be successful for You because i know that this is what You need to feel that You have companionship.

i do not want to be a burdensome helpless creature that needs you for decisions in order to function. i want to be submissive to You because it is what my slut being craves even if without You i could be entirely functional. thus far, there is perhaps something darkly romantic about the fact that i cannot function without being ruled without your Cock and that i function fairly well under your rule, but ultimately i fear that You can only be satisfied when Your primary slut when You feel that the slut can command fear and respect from others as You do. i am happy that a prestigious law degree will help me accomplish this.

Master, one of my bitch boys has purchased me a dildo to use on missyslut and i will be excited to stimulate her cunt fuckhole with her so that You can enjoy her behave like an uncontrollably wet slut. i do not want missyslut to suffer but i do want to be a such a good big sister slut that You use my cunt fuckhole for much more time than You use hers. i want to be so good that it is only sensible to enjoy my cunt fuckhole more.

Master, i pray to your Cock that i become a strong and compelling primary. i pray that i become the most obedient slut You have ever owned. i pray that your mother is well and feels very proud of You because You are the most amazing person. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training