today, i made sure to invest myself in downloading porn videos for your Cock because i have been so negligent in providing this entertainment lately. i downloaded one amateur porn of an owned slut (seriously owned as i am) serving her Master's dog. at the end, he told her to get underneath the dog and serve his cock with her mouth fuckhole and she scrambled to obey.
Master, i get so jealous that there are so many more obedient sluts i see out there. another slut sucked her Master's cock well and then was very obedient and thankful as he fucked her ass for a very long time in many positions. she even made sure that her tits were absolutely enormous so that she would look like a pure slut for cock.
she rubbed her huge tits around her master's cock and sucked the head and it made my cunt extremely wet although i was jealous of her capacity to please.
then, i downloaded porn about a slut in some third world country being beaten, raped and used as a toilet by other sluts. clearly, these were all paid whores but the star slut was a pretty good actress. even though she obviously loved being tortured and forced to eat other slut's assholes, she pretended very well that it was not making her cunt wet. at the end of the porn, one of the sluts pissed in her mouth while other demanded that she keep her mouth open. my cunt became extremely wet when i saw this. then a slut shit in the raped slut's mouth and that was mostly gross to watch.
it just gets very messy and revolting even though i can't even smell it. it's not to say that i would not do this if it pleased You though. it seems that most people regard scat as the fundamental hard limit. i guess i don't really care although i can't exactly see how it is erotic considering how it must smell. i suppose vomit eating isn't some kind of hard limit for me either although i don't imagine that these things would have any appeal to You.
i think those activities are probably for people who can't think of more sophisticated and psychological ways of dominating someone. You own me because of the majesty of your Cock and the pure force of your natural personality. my submission to You is not because of an act that either of us put on and does not depend on artificially engaging in extreme activities so we get some kind of a high. sometimes when i am unable to think of ways of controlling bitch boys, i just beat them. it is an effective but cheap way of making someone feel submissive. i am so thankful that You never engage in such lazy behavior. You are better than this which is why i am so lucky to be owned by You.
Master, i am again highly embarrassed to reveal the extent of my extreme depravity to You. Sir, i sometimes fear that i will seem so depraved that i am revolting and that You will think that i am crazy or too broken to be interesting to You. Master, i did imagine a slut, but she was not me. at least i do not think she was me. perhaps i am not ready to accept that i could possibly be the creature i concoct in my extremely filthy imagination. but the imagined slut was married to a Master who decided that every year on christmas morning (and only then) he would shit into her mouth and it would be her special christmas present. he would make her be an extremely good girl (rather than a naughty girl) in order to earn this gift. she also has to tell him how she has been waiting for her special present throughout the year and how it is the best present a slut like her can yearn for.
Master, i would like to say that this is just an imagined slut and nothing to do with me, but i admit that in my imagination, the scene took place in your bathroom although the husband was not You and the slutwife was not me. i don't seem to be able to move this fantasy to any other location. i am not sure what this means. i have not had a fantasy about this in my adult life and i still think that i would find this revolting and non erotic. perhaps my slut mind is more advanced in its depravity than my slut body.
Master, i pray to your Cock to please You. i pray that You take me to the party this weekend. i pray to impress You enough to be owned forever. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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