Slut Confession #260 (Hiding Depravity)

Master,

i cannot wait until i am able to serve your Cock and i always regret being unable to serve for such wonderful opportunities. thank You for allowing me to go to the fetish clothing shoot. i wore a tight latex corset and was done up in strange make up.

i tried to hit on the other sluts there but i was warned that the photographer and designer select bimbos with no kink interests because they want models who will fit the clothes. i see that was coincidentally why they picked me as they were looking for someone of exactly my height with a small torso. fortunately, my torso is extremely short compared to most of my body. the designer was very pleased with my appearance and everyone there seemed quite interested in me.

i think some of the sluts there became jealous because i genuinely attracted so much more male attention than they did. i was in turn frustrated by this as i already have enough attention from bitch boys. i admit that i was flattered because i wish to be a slut that You can be proud of and i was surprised that even amongst models, that i would exude greater appeal.

Master, i understand that i must work harder to achieve my goals and show You that i am a truly depraved slut. Sir, i feel that i deserve severe corporal punishment because as You can clearly tell, i am hiding a level of depravity from You.

i almost never speak of my fantasies about sluts trained to serve dogs as Masters because bestiality is considered very offensive, and i fear what my blog readers would think if i divulged such ideas to You. i understand that such a reservation is tantamount to disobedience, especially since i put the thoughts of others before what would please You.

Master, indeed, i do fantasize about sluts being trained to serve dogs. i think about masters who punish their sluts by forcing them to be raped by their dogs while others look on. i yearn to watch young sluts be collared and chained up on their hands and knees while multiple dogs rape them repeatedly. i am the most depraved slut in the world and i am quite afraid of my nature as i am still somewhat afraid of You. i know that You know best and that i am meant to please You, but i am afraid.

Master, i enjoy the news stories of sluts being trained to serve their masters and husbands. i too have always yearned to be kept as such a slut. i am jealous that the sister wives are so well trained that they hold the children while the husband disciplines the young wife who is disobedient. Master, You deserve devoted wives like this. unfortunately, You would likely be unhappy on a redneck compound.

thank You,
kittyslut in training