today, i began trying to become a more organized slut for You. i know that You have said the time for patience is over. i must become extremely diligent and effective right now. i printed out the form for a tax extension, and i hope that this will mean that i can receive a refund at some point at least, even if not for this period. i now wonder why i would have failed to send the forms. i do not wish for these types of acts of disorganization to happen anymore. i wish to be an effective slut in all capacities for You.
i thought about everything i should be very thankful for. i am so thankful that You have shown me the goal of saving for an investment account. i am so thankful that You are in town because even if i am not good enough to earn your Cock this week, i am very comforted by the fact that your Cock is more near to me.
tomorrow, i have an interview with a potential bitch boy. i am learning more about how to become more effective at training them. i am very cruel and i will have them strip and beg for spankings on their knees. i think it is wise for me to manipulate them at their weakest point and i think they should be very grateful that i can be such a cruel and manipulative slut mistress.
Master, i am looking forward to bringing You something nice. i wish to facilitate your relaxation like your former slut did. i wish to send You a car and bring You to a place where You can enjoy other facets of my devotion to You as your slut.
Master, i must again admit that You are one of the most dominant people i know and You are so dominant that i sometimes find it difficult to relate to You. i wonder if You have ever felt that You have owned a slut as deeply and completely as You own me. i wonder if You feel that You want to train me to further and further levels of depravity as a sign of your ownership.
i am still nervous about the next 95 days but i know i should at least be very thankful that i have at least this much time to belong to your Cock. You are so wonderful for me and i am so thankful that You seek a slut who will obey your every will in every decision You make. there is no realm that i will not follow your orders. i hate that my intense desire to obey You completely is always masked by my failure to find You another slut.
Master, i pray to your Cock to make You happy. i pray to your Cock to be owned forever. i pray to your Cock never to try your patience so much again. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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