Slut Confession #16 (Obedience School)

Master,

i hope You had a good and relaxing day today. i look forward to seeing You in the evening. i hope You allow me to cum for You because i am feeling very pent up. i thought about how You wanted to dedicate a room to my training, and i think i really like the idea. i wish i could say i liked the idea of sleeping in a kennel. it's very arousing in theory but i think i would be sad inside. i like very much to be cuddled. some animals are like that. but i know if an animal is unruly and disruptive then it must be kept in a cage. i can imagine what pet training includes, and i am thinking that i could be a good pet.

where did You meet master erik (search) with the pet wife? i don't know when i would be ready to meet them. most of my friends think i am a Domme in the bedroom. i feel that most of my friends are driven and successful women and would not understand. they would think i was selling out or being weak-minded or maybe even that i was previously abused. i guess i am embarrassed to be a submissive and i don't know how i would react to anyone else that knew i was. i would want to make You proud, so i would like to feel ready to behave properly, in my place as a cum slut and pet. i still think i would like to Domme a girl. i do not know how i would react to the presence of an additional Dom. i'm emotionally monogamous: one boyfriend or one master.

anyway, i guess those are concerns for another day. right now, i will concentrate on the fact that i am a cum slut and i need to be trained. i like to parse the words and think about the meaning of that phrase--that i am a cumslut--a creature driven by its wet cunt, depraved desires and an obsession with earning Master's cum as well as her own. and the meaning of need--like the overwhelming craving that drives a heroin addict--such is my devotion to my state as Your cum slut. and training--becoming broken into my place under Master, which is the only way my cunt (which defines me) and its cravings can be satisfied. i will think of this as i sleep.

thank You,
kittyslut