Slut Confession #12 (Cumslut Realization)

Master,

i was trying to be a good girl and wait for a scolding before i release all my sexual tension by fingering my cunt.

today, i was thinking about You twisting my nipples and forcing them into nipple clamps. i know it would hurt, but i think if did that i would be a good slut and beg You to add a clamp to my clitoris, so You could toy with me further. thinking of this really makes me horny. it's very difficult not to finger myself. i think i am allowed to, but i will try not to. right now, my pajama shirt is too low and my bra is too tight (as many of them are- 32C-D are hard sizes to find). my nipples peak out of my shirt when i look down at them. i like to take them out and suck on them- it relieves me a little.

just knowing that You own me now makes me incredibly wet and horny whenever i think of You (which is often lately). i feel extremely aroused and at the same time quite upset with myself. i became extremely aroused while reciting that "i am a cum slut and i need to be trained." it made me cum very hard because i am a cum slut, and i do need to be trained. Master, i have looked a very long time for someone who knows how to talk to me. i hope very much that You do not find me untrainable and leave me broken. i did not like being scolded. it is strange because when Your tone is harsh, my cunt gets extra wet but it makes me feel sad inside.

i liked when You told me to slide my index finger around my cunt. i wish You were here to watch me stick my fingers inside my cunt with my legs spread as wide as possible. now that i think of it, i become extremely horny again. but i will not finger my cunt again because You did not give me permission.

i think i am slowly starting to learn how to be a good cum receptacle for You. and that is all i want to be: a cumslut. i am a cumslut, and a cumslut is nothing if she is not trained.

thank You,
kittyslut