this email is somehow more than a slut confession. or perhaps it is closer to what a slut confession should be. i know i deserve a harsh scolding for the many careless mistakes i have made this week. Your disapproval has started to mean more than someone else's annoyance to me. my whole day becomes blue when You are angry with me. the things i do become mechanical, the gratification i would feel from accomplishing something dissipates.
i do not even feel like masturbating now because You have instructed me not to. i think even if i tried, i would not be able to cum. i would feel guilty. but i will create some erotic life in my mind, only for You, since i think it pleases You. i do deserve a harsh scolding for all i have done and all i have not done. tomorrow, i will beg You to chastise and punish me while i masturbate. i desperately want to be trained to cum for Your disciplinary voice, at Your beck and call. i will finger my cunt more and more vigorously as i am trained to fear Your wrath and bend to Your will. the deepest level a slut can sink to is to enjoy the punishment her Master bestows upon her when he wishes for her to cum for it. it is a true sign that a slut's body is not her own, but her Master's.
i miss You so. Your cunt needs to feel that it pleases You. my highest purpose is to come for Your pleasure. tomorrow on the phone, perhaps You will make me spread my body into degrading positions while i divulge all the depraved ideas that can come from a fuckwhore like me. it will be difficult for me to talk when You are not there to spank me when i moan so much that i cannot articulate words, but i will try to stay focused on revealing my innermost slut fantasies while i finger my cunt for You.
i hope You sleep well and do not find Your trip as dull as You anticipate.
thank You,
cumslut
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