Slut Confession #4 (Masturbation Denial)

Master,

today, my slut confession will be difficult to write because i have not been allowed to masturbate and i know that i will not be able to relieve myself no matter how horny i become while writing this. i am wondering about what kind of punishments You like to give. there could be orgasm denials, pain or humiliation and that scares me even though it makes me excited.

i hope You like the erotic images that i am embedding. they aren’t of anything related to bondage, but if You wish for bondage photos, i can arrange that. a photographer helped me make these nude portraits of me.

Master, have You ever given a girl a golden shower? i have never received one, but the idea really turns me on. i would have to know You well and be very comfortable with You for that though. have You ever punished a misbehaving girl with a riding crop? that scares me quite a bit. i wish i could masturbate now, but i know that would displease You and that i already have earned punishment for doing sloppy work before. the idea of having my tits punished both scares me and turns me on. my nipples are very sensitive to pain, but if You wish to hurt my nipples for Your pleasure then i will know i must bear it.

i did not read any erotic literature today and i did not look at porn either as i was afraid to become horny since when i do i cant help but touch my cunt and nipples. for me, orgasm denial when i am aroused becomes quite painful in my breasts for a few seconds so i try to avoid it. i hope to be a very good girl for You tomorrow so i can earn back my masturbation privileges and be able to masturbate throughout the day again.

i became aroused when i went to the lingerie store today and saw so many things that i thought could be enjoyable. i did see a garter belt made of candy, but i remembered that You do not like to combine food and sex, so i did not choose it. the store had a wide assortment of whips and latex masks and toys that i could not even identify. still, i did not buy the garter belt there.

then, i went to the store next to it, which sells some costuming for strippers and bought the garter belt there. in that store i also became distracted with images of stripper shoes and corsets and wished i could do lap dances and strip teases for You while wearing the 5 inch platform heels the store was selling to make girls look like extreme sluts. they also sold inappropriately short schoolgirl skirts and i began to imagine myself walking around with a miniature schoolgirl skirt, stockings and high heels and a collar. everyone would know that i was Your slut if i wore such a thing.

i am free all of friday and i will await Your call. i do understand that i am not allowed to masturbate from the time You have told me. it will be very difficult for me, but i will try and be a good pet. i think i can do it.

thank You Master,
kittyslut